Madissen the Baker?

lol yup..I baked a cake on Wednesday nigth with Sheila(sp?). I was soooo good. It was chocolate with really really really sweet icing. I couldn't eat the cake cause the icing made my teeth hurt. But other than that it was good.

I bought fudge from the schoo. Some lady was selling it there. I bought some chocolate marshmellow. It is sooooooooooo good.

I babysit Arwyn and Taloy tomrrow. This is gonna be fun. You should see Taylor now. lol. he is totally freaking out over the slitest thing. Boy am I gonnae have my hands full. Oh well it extra cash in my pocket. For shopping maybe?lol.

Always remember "Happy Smiles" Thank you Miss Mila

Enjoying a "quite" night in my room lol,
Madissen

Time for Change...

School has become to much work now so I will not be posting everyday anymore. If it's not reading chapters its group work. I hate all this work.





So i'm only updating sometimes(when I have time) or if something really interesting happens.





I am babysitting arwyn and taylor this weekend. I have my high school graduation on Oct 4th. I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING. To much stress.





BREATH BREATH.... I'm going to bed tomorrow is one of my early days...





This is Tay...lol






Arwyn was not coperating lol. Maybe this weekend?

Tired and stressed lol,
Madissen

Sorry about not updating...

sorry for not updating Monday. I can't be long Arywn's next to me wanting me to play. School and sleep was what I did yesterday. and of course...

PRISON BREAK

It just seems to be getting so much better...well i g2g arwyn wants ME...

sleepy and hungry,
Madissen

(part 2)

ok so update on saturday and sunday...

Lucas birthday/grave party was GREAT. It was amamzing actually. We sang happy birthday then released some balloons. Then I read some poems. There was only Aunty Tina, Wade, Grandma and me. My dad was there taking the video and pictures. Thank you so much. You were a great help dad.

Then Aunty tina took wade, grandma and me out to lunch. It was really good. Dad went home because he was not feeling well.

Then I went to pick up my things from grandma's because I was going to my dad so he could update somethings on my computer then I was staying over at aunty tina's for the night.

So pat, my dad and I wetn shopping at wal-mart for some things and we saw uncle steve and wade there so I just got a ride back home with them.

So I got home and just hung out with uncle steve and wade.

Aunty Tina came home from work around 12:30am-1am. with chinese food.LOL. Anywas so we eat and stayed up until 3am.

I finally went to bed and woke up at 9:45am for church.

Church was really good. I saw Auntie. It was nice because I haven't seen her in awhile.

I spent the rest of the day with Aunty Tina and wade. Saw dad and pat again then Aunty Tina took me home. there is more than that but i'm tired. Sorry.

Sleeping early tonight,
Madissen

(Update part 1) AN ANGELS BIRTHDAY SEPTEMBER 22ND, 2007

Here is the story of Lucas. There is also birthday pics in there.

I AM NOT PUTTING THE PICTURES ON HERE BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT THEM TAKEN SO THEY ARE IN THE VIDEO...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tDoqOUpAjkg

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUCAS,
Madissen

Long Dat again.lol. Lucas' Birthday tommorow

Today was one boring day. LOL. I got to sleep in alittle before school. Then I went to school. I have the mailbox for the toys now. I am making the posters for the toy drive tomorrow.

LUCAS 8TH BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW. HE IS CELEBRATING IT IN HEAVEN AND WE ARE CELEBRATING IT ON EARTH.

PLEASE REMEMBER THE ONLY BIRTHDAY HE EVEN HAD WAS THE DAY HE WAS BORN.

Looking forward to Lucas' Birthday and Toy Drive,
Madissen

REALLY long day and TOY DRIVE UPDATE.YEAH.

It was a very long day at school today. Longer than it was supposed to. I had 4 classes already. Then on top of that I had to listen to a guest speaker. So my "free" time was not"free" today.lol. It was a very long day like I said. Then I came home...



In Loving Memory of Lucas Ryan Toy Drive is up and running at it's BIGGER then ever. Look forward to seeing it on tv, news papers and listening to it on radio stations. YEAH. We are going all out on this one.



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Lucas party will be on Sat if you want info please email me. Anyone who would love to come would be great. The more the merrier. Dad is coming to take pictures of the event. So we have some memories of Lucas' special day. Look forward to pictures.





The poster will be up soon...


THIS IS THE OFFICAL WEBSITE FOR THE TOY DRIVE. NO OTHER WEBSITES EXCEPT THIS ONE...





http://www.myspace.com/angellucas_toydrive






Getting ready for the BIG bang for the Toy Drive,
Madissen

Questions...

Do you ever wonder what your propose is?




I thought it was to be a teacher or a daycare worker. Then I though about working with abused kids as a social worker. Then I am now on a patch to be a child life therapist.



I love kids there is no doudt about it. I have become very attched to sick kids over the past year. Some of which I have become so attached to that when She passed away(Mila) I cried for awhile. I see these pictures and read stories about these little kids and I think that could be me or my children(when I have them). It could be my neighbour, school freind or family member. You just never know. I REALLY want to help these little Angels.

This is my purpose...

Another thing is that I make banners for the ones fighting and the ones we lost along the way. When I give the parent the banner I made. They send a message back saying how great they are and how wondeful it is because they now have more memories of their child. I espically like the ones that I put Angel wings on the ones we lost. I don't like that we lost them but putting wings on them makes them being angels in the sky so much more real.



Here are some that I made...Warriors. Angels and My myspace banner...

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UPDATE...

I went to school like any other boring day. LOL. I didn't do much today... Sorry.



Finding my purpose,
Madissen

3 months...

Today marks 3 months since Mila went home. As I am not her mother nor am I related to her it still hurts. I can't explain to you how much this little Angel affected me. She stole my heart from the first moment I saw her. She was such a precious blessing that was sent to Earth to show everybody how to love alittle more. From her beautiful smile to her bubbly laugh she shined on Earth like she shines in Heaven. Mila was such a princess, she was a girly girl. Pink all around. Mila was a true blessing on this Earth. Mila was Sunshine.

Missing you little Sunshine. Forever you will shine in the Heavens above. I hope one day to see you in Heaven and say thank you Mila for everything...

Mila please be with your mommy today and everyday. She is really finding it hard without you here. Like your Nana said right after you passed it was just shock believeing you were gone and now it's getting on without you. Please be with your family. I'm praying for your family as they get on without you. There is something that keeps them going. Everyday without you is a day closer to seeing you again.

Missing Sunshine..until we see you again..."HAPPY SMILES",

Madissen

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Update for today ummmm went to school then came home. All day it was Arywn and Taylor. I am getting so close to them. They are an amazing but very energitic bunch of kids lol. they wore me out. I got a babysittig job. YEAH. I have to babysit Arwyn and Taylor in 2 weekends. Looking forward to it. As they are the best kids(at times lol). Anyways I have to go to bed I am soooooooo tired.

Arwyn and Taylor wore me out,

Madissen

To interested in Prison Break to right Blog...lol

Lol so yesterday was good. I got to sleep in beofre school. Then I had class for a hour then I went home. Lol big day. I was in my room the whole time yesterday.

Then I saw it...PRISON BREAK...HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE. It was soooooooooo good. Better than I thought. I can't wait till sara has her baby in real life so she can come back on the show. So Michael and Sarah can be together. LOL. They are so cute together...

Well not much to update..sorry I didn't update.

Today's update will be up later on I promise...

Loving season 3 of Prison Break,

Madissen

Day of Shopping...and an Angels birthday coming up.

(I will be putting a pic like this in every blog.)




So as you can tell by the title we went shopping all day. As we I mean Grandma, Aunty Mary and Me.


First we went to church and it was better than the last but today we eeded up doing on kids day. So they whole church sermain was some guys singing for the kids. LOL. It was ok. So i'm going to have to go agin when its just a regular church sermain.


So as I said we went shopping. Then grandma and Aunty Mary ended up getting to see my new room. Well where i'm living. They were impressed. YEAH.


I HAVE A QUESTION FOR ALL WHO READS. LUCAS 8TH BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP ON SEPTEMBER 22ND. AS HE IS IN HEAVEN WE CANNOT CELEBRATE WITH HIM. SO WE ARE GOING TO HIS GRAVESITE FOR A BALLOON RELEASE. ANYBODY INTERESTED IN COMING PLEASE EMAIL ME. I WILL GIVE YOU THE DETAILS...










Missing Lucas everyday,


Madissen

Grandma's little Angel and PLEASE pray for these Warriors and Angels

Yup thats me.lol. Today was all grandma and I. We went shopping the wholed ay. The we came home to Grandpa's famous supper.Boy was that good and Aunty Mary came and had supper woth us. I didn't do anything very intersting today.


I do have some many prayers request PLEASE...

Boey has cancer and is in need of your prayers...Her real name is Jenessa and you can find more info on her here...
http://www.jenessabyers.com/


This is Boey the when she lost her hair because she relapsed



This is Boey helping raise money for Cancer...


This is Boey with her wig. She was really upset when she lost her hair. She is on vaction with her family. Her mom said "Until the water never reaches the sand Boey will continue to fight Cancer."



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Mackenzie is also in need of your prayers she is fighting Cancer...


http://www.caringbridge.org/il/mackenzie/
This is Mackenzie right after she relapsed...




This is Mack getting her Bone marrow Transplant. Without this Mack wouldn't be here.




This is Mack getting some sun. She can't go in water because of her port. She is also alot bigger because of her steriods...



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PLEASE NEVER FORGET MISS MILA... AND HER MOMMY ANDI. ANDI REALLY NEEDS YOUR PRAYERS. BECAUSE LIFE WITHOUT MILA IS SO HARD...
http://www.myspace.com/andiwuvsmila

Miss Mila. Forever in my heart.


Sunshine Mila...

Mila and Andi...Nothing beats a mother's love for her daughter...




Mila in Andi's heart forever...


PLEASE pray for Andi. Losing Mila has been the hardest thing she has ever been through...


Praying for everybody,
Madissen

Finally saw Uncle Greg and Prayer request...

So I went to school. I finally got the last of my books.YEAH. All done. I finally know who each of my teachers are, where my classes is and what subjects I have. LOL. So I finally got to see uncle greg.

He took me to brantford for the weekend. I am spending the weekend with Grandma.

Grandma picked me up from the mall and we went to Angel's for supper. It was REALLY GOOD. Then we got some grociers and went home. We are now waiting for wrestling to start so we can watch that. My Grandma is soooooooo cool.LOL. I can't believe she loves wrestling she has been watching it for a long time...

Well that's about it.

PLEASE don't forget to pray for my dad as his appointment is coming up and hopfully we will find out what is wrong with him.

Praying and Believeing in Hope,
Madissen

Fun at the Mall...TinkerBell and Mackenzie

HE HE...anyways I went to school today it sucked I could barley keep my eyes opened. lol. so finally it ended at 5.

I tried to talk to uncle greg but hse wasnt in.

I bought some more books. I am now up to like 500 dollars. I have one more book to buy tomorrow.

I am coming to brantford this weekend. I am staying at my grandma's. I can't wait.

I went to build-a-bear today and the disney store and express yourself here are the pictures...

THIS IS MACKENZIE...

I bought this at the disney store..hehe TinkerBell....

I bought this necklace because it was TinkerBell. It's so beautiful...

I had sooooooo much FUN shopping with Shirley today...

Loving my new Mackenzie Bear,

Madissen

Today was....

So I went to school hung out with Amanda and Sherliy(sp?). I didn't do much today. I didn't go to the toga party because some stupid parent can't seem to leave a life/love alone. Anyways that was my other blog.

Arwyn is here today/night. She's suh a cutie. She has this one face when she is really mad.lol. it's her evil face but its so cute...

I'm really tired and i'm on pain meds at the moment for my foot. It is killing me. WHY???

Amanda hope everything gets better, rock I hope I meet you soon and Misha your one amazing friend...

Hoping to see uncle greg tomorrow,
Madissen

I'M MAD...WHY???

WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST ACCEPT THE WAY THINGS ARE. WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST ACCEPT WHO WE ARE. WHY DOES IT MATTER THAT YOU LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT IT HURTS BUT YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT. WHY DO YOU CARE YOUR NOT THE ONE WHO HAS TO SEE HIM EACH DAY. YOUR HEART DOESN'T BREAK WHEN HE LEAVES THE ROOM. YOUR SMILE DOESN'T FADE WE HE GOES AWAY. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT LOVE REALLY IS. WE ARE OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW BETTER. WE ARE RESPOSIBLE, WE DON'T DO DRUGS OR DRINK. WE CAN TAKE CARE OF OURSELF. YOU DON'T CHOSE WHO YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH, YOUR HEART TELLS YOU. YOU CAN'T TAKE HIM AWAY. SO I'M SORRY BUT THIS LOVE IS REAL...

THIS IS TO YOU AMANDA...LOVE YOU GIRL...I'M SORRY YOUR STEPMOM IS BEING ALL STUPID.LOL. I'M HERE IF YOU NEED ME...

PRAYING EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT FOR AMANDA,
MADISSEN

September is Childhood Cancer Awareness Month...

Just think about this when you hug your children or family members tonight because alot of parents and family members can't.

**There are about 10,000 children living with cancer in Canada today.

**Each year, about 1500 cases are diagnosed

**Because of significant advances in therapy, 78% of these children will survive 5 years or more, an increase of almost 46% since the early 1960s.

**More than 70 percent of children diagnosed with cancer become long-term survivors and the majority of them are considered cured. However, long-term effects of surviving the treatments for childhood cancer can affect these children's futures.

**In Canada, childhood cancer remains responsible for more deaths from one year through adolescence than any other disease; more deaths than asthma, diabetes, cystic fibrosis and AIDS combined.

**About one in four children who are diagnosed with cancer will die of the disease**

We need to find a CURE for Cancer...These children fight a fight no child should endure. Please donate money or sometime looking at these children and learning about their stories. They need US.

Thank you everyone for reading this...

Praying for a CURE for Cancer,
Madissen

9/11

I almost for got about today...

MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS GO OUT TO ALL THE FAMILIES AND FRIEND THAT LOST SOMEONE IN 9/11.

WE WILL NEVER FORGET THE ONES THAT ARE GONE. WE WILL REMEMBER FOREVER.

PLEASE SAY A PRAYER FOR THOSE LEFT BEHIND...

Long Day...

Today started off sucky because I had to get up at 6:30am. Way to early lol. The Amanda came and I walked with her, Misha was late getting to school. Anywas I got to class alittle early and saw Shirley so we sat together. The class was good for the 1st day and then we went for a hunt to find my mocker. We finally found it. It's right next to my 2nd class on tuesdays. Whcih is ok.





So then I was home by 12:00. Class ended early. So I just chilled at home until Amanda and Mishas stopped by to say HI. Oh I finally did laundry on my own. YEAH. Sheila gave me laundry 101.





Then Amanda picked me up and we went to get some things for the toga party tomorrow. LOL. This is going to be very interesting. Never been to one.





Then she dropped me off at "home" and I sat waiting for soccer pratice.





I DIDN'T MAKE THE TEAM. I am not mad lol I am so glad because the gilrs on the team are so amazing. Also I found out wy my foot has been acting up so much. The injuries person said that I have inflabble or something todo with the foot. What happens is there is this like rectangular muscel at the bottom of your foot and it can get tight and hurt I forget the name she used anyways when it does this your bones in your foot can start to curve in becuase it pulls your bones. Anywas she did something on my foot and it hurt like H***. I ways almost in tears that how bad I hurt. Anwas she said my foot would be tender for a few days. She told me some things to do to help the pain stop. So I willl do them. I hope it stops...





Anyways nothng much happend after that...





Sorry it was boring and no photo's.





Praying for Daddy and my foot to heal,


Madissen



I lied this is a picture I got made for brit and I



And these are pictures I got made for Lexis....Ava and her little sister Jordan

Arwyn and Taylors' Photoshoot

Want to view all the pictures from the shoot. check out these websites. I will do one photoshoot each month. They will get better.

ARWYN
http://www.slide.com/r/WFxguf937D-IfUGPD76kvU35sp0vJuer?previous_view=mscd_embedded_url&view=original

TAYLOR
http://www.slide.com/r/MTXMXq8u6T9-J9lFIj8kT2bxSSAZQPob?previous_view=mscd_embedded_url&view=original

TOGETHER
http://www.slide.com/r/SPhVLeUJ2z94_dvQjsRxkSFYKzNRXkUi?previous_view=mscd_embedded_url&view=original

First REAL day of school and Arywn and Taylor's photoshoot...

So I got to sleep in late today because my 1st class wasn't until 10am. YEAH. Then I went to my first class which was computers that was fun. I met a new friend named Shirley we almost have all the same classes together. We'll then I got lost on my way to class after lunch lol and them when I was trying to get my chips out of the machine that I bought they got stuck. LOL. so finally some random guys came by so thye helped me. I felt like such an idiot.

Then I finally came "home" to Arywn and Taylor...I took their first photo shoot. Here are the best pics of the day...







Arwyn










Taylor




Last but not leaste the 2 cuties together...(lol this is the best I could do)

Alittle while after the shoot we played in the sandbox and chased Arwyn around. The kids were so tired by the end of the night. LOL.

I have soccer practice 2morrow after school. I am so excited about that.

Missing soccer and want to do more photoshoots,

Madissen