Do I get too attached???

My passion is doing this for the kids. I would help any kid in a Heart Beat....

But kids with Cancer is my LIFE...

There are 3 important warriors in my life that I did get attched to...

Lucas Jordan Ryan...Lucas is my 6 month old cousin who passed away from leukemia at 6 months of age. It is going on 8 years in March(2008) since we have seen his sweet smile and heard his adorable giggle. But how could I not get attached he's family. He's my cousin....I am starting up a non-profit foundation for Lucas to help families with sick kids. Look for that hopefully next summer 2008.I NEED HELP WITH IT. IF ANY ONE IS INTERESTED PLEASE EMAIL ME...

Mila Casie Phillips...How do I put into words someone who I have never met yet fell in love with since the moment I saw her? She is "Sunshine". That's the only word to describe 2 year old Mila who was diagnosed with an Inoperable Brain Tumor on Sept 6th, 2007. Mila lived for alomost 9 months after being diagnosed but the tumor was to much. On June 18th, 2007 at 9:38pm Mila went back home to our heavenly father.

I read her story on myspace and was attached. But I was drawn to her story. Like I was meant to for a reason. I believe that God wanted me to meet her and hear her story. To help me figure out exacty what I want to be. To make me realize we don't live forever, everyday is a gift. The last time I had cried was at Lucas' funeral, then Mila's story came along...My heart is missing a certain Angel....

Naythaniel Caleb Andrew Scott Bedard... I heard about Nayt's story on facebook. His mom emailed me and we started to chat. The I found out that this little boy who was 2 was just diagnosed with Leukemia on Sept 7th, 2007. Leukemia? the same thing my cousin had. Well I couldn't help Lucas but I can help Nayt. So I started a myspace for him. More than 1000 people joined to help pray for this amazing warrior fighting a fight no child should have to. I believe God choose me to help with this journey that I am proud to be apart of...

3 kids I have been attached to...

Yes I have meet other kids along the way. That's what I do I help people but I never got attached to them. It hurts when I hear there doing good and then they pass away. But if it didn't hurt you wouldn't be human. When a person passes away it's sad it's your nature to be sad. I have over 500 kids on my myspace with cancer, sbs, autsium and other things. Am I attached to all of them NO. Most I don't even know there names. I feel bad but I just can't. I know I have limits.

Lucas, Mila and Naythaniel were choosen by God for me to find and learn about. To help them in this Journey or just to experince a story so real. I BELIEVE...

I AM "LIVING THE DREAM." This is the motto of one website choosing to help kids with Cancer and other illnesses.

DO I GET ATTACHED TO MUCH???

I am hoping to get into camp trillum to work with kids and families who are or who have experinced cancer. One thing the guy asked was "Does she get to attached?" Yes was the answer by many...

If they knew me well they would know the truth. GOD...He is the reason for everything...

I feel I will talk to people about this but, they just don't listen and it hurts because this is what I am passionate about and what field I want go into and nobody listens...

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Thank you pat for your words on my last post. I deleted the trouble makers and I am contiuing with his page. I will NOT give up and give them the satifaction of them winning. I fight for the children I do NOT give up. I am doing this for Nayt and the other kids...

"Living The Dream,"

Madissen :)